Am I weird? October 26, 2005
Posted by clayton in : workout , add a commentAs always, I didn't go as planned. Who does? I mean, something has to go wrong doesn't it? I don't really believe in 100%, I do my best to take myself closer to that number and that's all. I do believe in temporarily being 100% though… Motivation and stuff like that are different…try to keep myself at 200% or more everyday:-)
Today, I cancelled a 10km run that wasn't even planned. I told myself, 'it wasn't planned anyway.' though I still felt like I left something behind…What is it with me? ummm….I don't know. The worst part of it is that I had a long 1hr nap instead, which was planned to be 30min…To be honest, it wasn't even planned until I felt drowsy after school. I always suspect the weather predictions and think that they are wrong (which they were today too) but for some reason, I get a little grumpy when they really are wrong. Especially when it's supposed to be sunny but starts raining. 'Is it just me?' 'Am I the weird one?'…I get these thoughts because when it rains, my friends are like, "oh, it's raining…" and they don't seem to care much about wrong predictions unless it's a typhoon coming by and they have a big event coming up. Is it the difference in hobbies/ sports? but most of them play outdoor sports…Do they really like the sport they're doing? (I bed they do…)or are they just keeping the tiny little anger inside? It's not like I'm pissed off with wrong predictions but just a little upset, one of those times where a person sighs. This is why I sometimes wonder if I'm the weird one…I don't really have anything against being weird though…Then why do I wonder if I am or not? I'm not sure…
Swim: I did some 50m intervals but I don't know how much I swam. 1200m? obviously not above 2000m, now that's for sure…One of the fast swimmers talked to me and I have no idea why. We've been in the same pool for what? a year? and today's the first time talking…We take different courses, is that why?? Then why all of a sudden? Anyway, good to know this guy…he's an 11th grader too.
Tomorrow: I will fix my MTB brakes since they started squeaking. I think a little bit of oil on some parts will do, it better cuz I don't know any other way to fix it…and then, the tough Wednesday swim which has been getting easier after the triathlon event done 2weeks ago.