Worries November 8, 2005
Posted by clayton in : workout , add a commentEverybody worries, right? Had my bike ride to the pool and swam just like every other day other than the coach smiling because he beat me…just can't wait for a revenge, most likely, a marathon. So, I go in to the swimming pool, I had an okay swim, 1300m. Well, I drowned once…haven't drowned since…..I have no idea!! The swim finishes and some of the people in the advanced course tell me to try swimming in the athlete training course whatever. I've been interested in it for a long time but the people swimming in that course…what are they? machines? I mean, they swim for like 2hours straight and when they finish, they're either yawning or laughing. Even the coach said that if I swim in that course for one month, it'll make a big difference. I really think it's worth a try but there's something in me that's trying to stop me from doing it. One of the people in the advanced course said, "If I were still a high school student, I don't care if I could follow their training but I'll still try" hmmm…something to think about. Let me see…what if I don't try? I think I'll regret it…it's just the first few months that's painful, right? I'll have to make my decision before December…most likely, I'll try….
Tomorrow: I don't think I'll be able to focus on anything…I just can't stop worrying about these things…swim/bike/run… I'll probably be thinking about it during class, after school, while swimming, on my way back home and in bed.